The Man with V sign..WOW, who's that?!

water boy

BEST KISS Competition, here we are, NO.1..

first place


dude, u kiss ya way to the top...

BEST KISS Competition, third place is...

third place

BEST KISS Competition, runner-up we have..

runner up

无敌阳光男孩之耍帅无罪，搞怪有理！

pathos guys

阳光女孩之Pathos五朵花

pathos girls


这五朵花是不可能会插在牛大便上的...hmm, 应该是不会啦...

Realization

was jogging alone in the park this afternoon, too much thoughts jamming my brain, thus i sprinted and sprinted until stomach was really upset, and i could almost puke out anytime...only then i slowed down...

we've been moving too fast, sometimes we dont even have time to take a look at what's happening ard us, and we've missed so many beautiful things that could have possibly light up ya life.

as i was gasping for air, i took a slow walk thru the park, most of the time i would be running at the outter route since less pple running out there, i cant understand why i naturally chose that route and it's become a habit, so be it...i sat down on the bench, sweat went into my eyes, it hurt, when i could again opened my eyes, well, that was such a wonderful sight

try to imagine: setting sun painted the whole sky orange,flocks of birds flying home, kids were flying kite on the grassland, i guess the boy is only 4 or 5 years old, he was running and fell down hard but he din cry, happily got back to his feet, and continued running; an old couple walking past me, the old lady kept an worried eye on the old uncle, she was a bit lagging behind him but she caught up and first thing she did, was to wipe away the sweat on the forehead of her husband, and he picked her hand up, walking side-by-side...

sometimes, u juz nid a faith to carry on.

dont try this at home...

skill sia


i wan to be a nerd this time, 亲一下， 亲一下， 亲一下...

meeting time

falling aslp


hafing a nap when the councillers were briefing us...

on the beach

grp4


i like yiwen's cheer.."1+3?", "4!"; "2 square?" "4!"; "100-96?", "4!"; "which grp is the best?", "4!"

the councillers

...


well, poor ginny surrounded by these pple...source of entertainment

where's the chair

human train


let's get faster..

Sentosa!!!

getting wet


making us wet, is not an option to the councillers, it's their obligation...

Day3 lunch

eatting lunch


even when having lunch, still nid to be briefed abt the idol nite..

An Apple A Day, Keeps Doctor Away

the apple game


that's a big bite...

help the elderly plz

help them plz

全家福

pathos

surging sorrow

wat have i done?

i m lost in my world again, may be i shld have spent my day on the basketball court until the gastric pain took my senses away again, sometimes pain is a better cure to confusion..damn it, why do i flash back? i m powerless to undone wat's already occurred, dwelling on the past would only cause more damage, yes i know that...thk of it again, i have not even completed single thing on the agenda, and the list is getting longer and longer, out of my reach..shld i give up?

alrite, geyun, u've got exactly 32 mins to be in ya own shit of sorrow, passing midnite, u'd beta get the hell out of that...

lotsa pple

the big family

councillers united...

lijie

our KC

our big boss...

对面的女孩看过来，看过来，看过来...

me me me...

Give me a P, gime a A, gime a T, gime a H, gime a O, gime a S..wat u say??PATHOS!!

back form the csc camp, and guess wat's the post-csc camp syndrome? it's the emptiness that's got me and i m merely stoning, have to on the music so loud such that i wont fall back to my own world again(btw it's mariah carey's "we belong together", dedicate to all pathos members, we belong together k?), remember i once felt that i lost my passion, i will correct myself after the past five days in the camp, u've let me learn wat's the passion is all abt, u've get me out of my own misery, i m glad to have joined the camp and played along with u all, WE ARE THE BEST!!! make a lot of new friends that i will never regret knowing, really appreciate that...

feel really exhausted, but it would be probably the first time that i want more...highness is still occupying my brain, recollecting every moment back, could only feel another wave of excitement...

day 1: was on the bus wondering who are pple i gonna meet(excpet lihui, already saw u the other day), once arrived in temasek hall, see no chio girls leh..hahaha so disappointed leh...anyway, when the real freshies came, guess we are still abit shy? the ice-breaking game did help out to get rid of the barriers, and guess wat, my AKC joo chuan is from aj, derek is oso from aj, air rifles surmore, and then of coz cheng wei and me, we can form the aj alumni liao since we are all frm different batches...as for the games in the afternoon, they enhance the bond between the freshies and the councillers, althou we din cheer that loud, but it's the heart that counts(wat a big fat excuse)...when it went into nite time, let's get dirty, and i meant really dirty, the councillers used the starch to make those really gross-feeling mucus that will be applied all over ya body, and the best part is that we were blindfolded...my favourite stations are the slope that we rollercoast down, thanks for making me the first one to try out the stunt sia, and the station that prepared lotsa lame and interlectural questions, ahha, i got most of lame questions correctly ansed, yeah, but councillers still enjoy putting those gross mucus on us!! and the last station that we enjoyed catapulting the water bombs using our legs, it's not abt getting the bomb into the basket, it's abt getting ya team pple wet, haha, really fun...
day 1 ends with dry-up starch on ya skin and lotsa laughter, and we've invented the funeral version of 朋友, wahaha, that's the first song we sang tgt, althou wasnt very nice, we kept singing that in the next few days...

day2: the external hunt we were seriously understrengthed, two of the freshie girls dropped out of the team, we travelled ard the island to the volunteer work places, playing the games too...i m really impressed by the creativity of the councillers, they could come up with all sorts of games, and they have to keep us occupied otherwise hot weather would soon drift us away, and they succeeded in doing that...yeah, cheers to them! and the program is more than fun i thk, we paid a visit to an old lady's hse, and i was quite shocked that such cases still exist in singapore, the lady is living with her sister and she was blind, i had a converstaion with her in dialect, and when we had to say goodbye, the old lady said:" so fast?" and my heart sank, it was really really sad to see them being so lonely and helpless, all they nid is to have a listening ear, yes, all of us can hear, but not all of us can listen...then we went sunlove hse at punggol, it houses mentally ill patiences, i almost cried when i saw the old ladies sitting in the exercising room, and i cant see the light in their eyes, i feel so helpless to do anything that could change the circumstances, maybe prayers for them would work. God bless all of them...
when finally returned back to sch in late afternoon, feel so tired after spending the whole day out there...and the secret pal thing went into second day, and it's only then i got to speak to my real secret pal...and i thk there's lotsa coincidences happening during the camp, my secret pal is actually an ajcian oso, and she's from 27/03...that's angel's class!!!!!!i was utterly stunned when she told me that, cant get my jaw back to where it is...the whole conversation was carried out with both of us blind-folded and with lotsa of councillers flying ard disturbing, haha, fun oso la..
the cluedo nite, get to piece the clues tgt one by one thru the games...the acting skills of the councillers are really gd sia...haha, it was a fun nite without getting dirty.

day3: get to noe even more pple that are different from my grp...althou at the end of the thing i cant really rem all of the names, but if i get to see them in the campus i will definitely greet them with "hi"...the human table soccer we lost 1:0, the opponets were juz in their luck, anyhow kick oso can score...then went to the water game, water bombs, althou forge alliance with other teams, promising wont attack each other but in the end all heck care ready, anyhow threw the bombs, i threw the bomb that happened to hit a girl's head,(i swear i din aim at her head) u shld have seen how the water bomb exploded on her head, i m sorry althou i was luffing madly...i thk the councillers are juz starch freaks, even mass games will use starch, so we were supposed to break the water bomb that's placed on the chair with starch and proceed until u meet ya opponent and play scisscor, paper, stone, the winner will proceed forwards and the loser have to fall back to his/her team, well, i've been trained with scissor paper stone during my two years in jc, so was quite a smooth way for me, i was the second hitting the finishing line, but we were still losing until the miracle three consecutive wins over our opponents, we won in the end!!so happy..and the frisbee game was really the teamwork that brought us to the victory, 3:1 yeah!!!
in the afternoon, we had to prepared a skit, and we decided on mocking the advertisement, one is the carlsberg "friends all over the world", i had to pretend kissing derek!!sigh~ another one is the boob enhancement advertisement, and i was voted to became a big boob woman, thanks hur, stuffing two different sized ballon into my shirt surmore...the last one is the heineken adv that's starred by jennifer aniston, thanks to lydia, otherwise it wont be so interesting liao..we din get any price for that, but who cares, we enjoyed it..as for the secret pal meeting that day, i finally found out who were the ones disturbing ard, lihui dun try to be funny k? hahaha

day4: sentosa outing! the most fun event...at the first station we already got completely wet ready, and splashing the water ard, super fun. strangely, althou i've got hydrophobia, i enjoy the most in the water games...and when playing the game that we nid to pass the poker card using our body parts, initinally was suggested using cheek, but the councillers dare us to use mouth so that we will get bonus point, so we did, wahahaha, sucking the card from ginny felt so embarrassed surmore got visitors ard us looking loh...anyway, we got our bonus with cheers from the councillers...personal favourite station, the wrestlingmania in water, the guy would piggyback the girl and the girl will try to snatch the bottle away from her opponent...i piggybacked lihui, and she boasted to me saying that she's never lost in this game be4, and LIHUI!! wat happened? we were the fastest K.O. couple by them, u shld have grabbed me so that u wont fell into water liao...i thk this game the girls enjoyed alot, but the guys were tired out...and then at the floating bridge game, we were supposed to form a human chain lying flat in the water in ascending order of our birth date, and then i found out lihui's bday is on 13th march! mine is on 14th march...that's why i said so many coincidence in the camp...go and buy 4D using number 1314, maybe will come out loh haha..and finale game in sentosa it's the most exciting one, wahaha, all 8 teams would compete with each other, i m still excited by it man, cant believe we won all the rest!!everyone was chonging, completing every station and when hitting the water raising the flag, we juz won by a short margin...we cheered to the max of our voice and splashing water at each other and finally it was time we can sing out loudly:"all the rest can go fly kite, fly~ kite fly~ kite, all the rest can go fly kite" yeah!look who's the best now!!
quite exhausted, and more was coming at the nite...
we were finally meeting our secret pals face to face, my secret pal is called dion, 27/03, from ODAC...talked to her abt aj and all that, and when she showed me angel's pic in her handphone, i was stoned( 06 guys' common joke)....and then after super long hours of waiting and chitchatting we were fianlly ready for frightnite, the councillers would act as ghosts ard the campus to scare us...dion and i were the last couple to complete the route, it was freaking scary i shld say, i din shout coz i was already stunned speechless...juz imagine u can have live experience of horror movies, but sorry that i stepped on the hand of someone in the dark toilet that's meant to scared us...

day5: i dont wan to say goodbye...while packing my stuff in the room, i was wondering if the girls will cry when the time for separation had come, well, i thk way too much...haha get to do the last cheers with all of them and at the lunch time we've decided to pamper ourselves since we've had lousy food for the past five days, munchy monkey was the chioce...super happy that the camp was over, muz thank lotsa pple: lijie, taking care of the freshies like her babies, where-ever we go will definitely bring her honey water; joo chuan, always lead us in the cheer despite we ain't very reponsive and thanks for waking us up everyday; lydia the craziest woman ever seen in my life, but without her not juz our team, the whole camp would be less fun liao; york, i noe he was very gek that we all din cheer much, but thx for forgiving us and cheer us along; yiwen, ya, ya he's the handsome guy haha fun to have him ard; justin, he's got the most lame things i ever seen, i'd thot some of my jokes are already quite lame, he wins me hands down man; dennis, althou he was quiet, but he's helpped us alot in the games especially the first station in the sentosa(throwing him into water sia); cynthie, the disguised freshie, i'd thot she wont have a secret pal, that guy is lucky loh haha; at last, the dear lihui, glad u include me in ya team, thanks for everything u've done(including disturbing me), and remember it's 11/10, not 11/12...

i luv pathos!!

story part3

阿Sa是哭着走出电影院的，阿孝手里抓着面纸一脸尴尬。上映的是法国导演Jean-Pierre Jeunet 根据Sebastien Japrisot 同名小说拍摄的“A Very Long Engagement”。显然，电影里男女主角的生离死别甚是让阿Sa感动。战争往往是人性的演炼场，而人类的原罪之一就是自私，所以在灾难过后，人心也不过是一堆需要重建的废墟，或许有那么些超越自我人格缺陷的例子出现，大概也是为了重建信心吧。阿孝是这么认为的，因此这部描述一次大战的电影并没有在他心里引起太大的波澜，倒是哭得一塌糊涂的阿Sa让他无所适从。阿孝打量着她, 哭泣的女人大多都会惹人怜爱吧，被眼泪洗礼过的双眸似乎更加明亮，增添了她独有的柔美，泪顺着圆润的脸颊划出弧线般的泪痕，交汇在丰满的下巴。悲伤的美丽，阿孝看得有点出神了。

“不好意思，让你见笑了。”阿Sa擦去眼泪，声音还带着哭腔。
“不要紧的。”阿孝安慰道，“下次看周星驰的电影吧，这样你就不会哭了。”好像有点后知后觉般，他补了一句：“如果还有下次的话。”
“当然会有下次的。”阿Sa直率地回答道，哭红的眼睛丝毫没有将她的微笑打上折扣。阿孝又递了一张面纸，眼泪不属于有自信的女生。
“我想我的任务也完成了吧，希望你会开心，”，阿孝双手插进了口袋，欲言又止的表情又把他们带回青涩的过去，但他最后还是决定告诉她：“不论是什么事情在烦恼着你，天父与你同在。”微微点了点头，阿孝转身离去，消失在人来人往之中。阿Sa看着他消失的背影，想哭的冲动再次蔓延全身。

平静的一周又在毫无知觉中流逝，阿孝的每一天都过得充实。打球和煮饭看似格格不入的两件事，却成为他每天必做的功课。他自己说的，打球锻炼身体，煮饭陶冶生活情趣，别人家觉得无聊又怎样，他的世界由他主宰。一身臭汗，阿孝疲惫的回到家，跟人轧球拼斗牛拼到体力透支。馒头摇着尾巴，看着浑身湿透的主人脱去球衣，烂泥般瘫坐在地上，它便凑上前去钻入他的怀抱。阿孝温柔地抚摸着馒头，回想着一个礼拜前的那一幕幕，几次想打个电话或是传个简讯，只是想确定阿Sa过得还开心，但又每每觉得自己太多管闲事而没有付诸行动。手机忽然响起了“she will be loved”的铃声，馒头警觉地竖起耳朵，挪出阿孝的怀抱，寻声来到书房。手机因为来电而闪耀着醒目的光亮，来电者清楚地标示着熟悉的名字，阿Sa。阿孝略显讶异但很快的，兴奋取代了其他的感觉。

“阿孝吗？”电话那头阿Sa的声音很是轻快。
“啊，是，我是…”
“我是阿Sa，你还好吗？”女生抢了男生的台词，不过也已经无所谓了。
寒暄了几句，阿孝觉得自己之前的担心是多余的。阿Sa还是那个开朗的阿Sa。
“晚上有空吗？来NewsBar吧。”阿Sa热情地邀请道。
“吓？！”
“没有空吗？”
“不，不是的…那，好吧”
“哈，还是你最好。10点半，到了call我。到时见了。Bye”

阿孝放下手机，长长地叹了口气， 开始为自己的违心懊恼：“上夜店？不会吧。”

master of self-embarrassment

i cant recall how many times i've put myself in a embarrassed circumstance, the most painful memory remains at the JC days, at least i wasnt alone, king was always there to surpass me, that amazed everyone of us.

but juz now, i was indeed alone...

been glued to the bball court the whole afternoon until my body's running out of water, it turned into sticky sweat. a hot shower back at home would be perfect...so as when everything was set, temperature was fine, a new soap and i stripped naked, a call blasted out...in a flash of thought, i decided to pick up the phone becoz: 1. i m the only one home, 2. wat if that's an important call? 3. the phone iznt far away from bathroom...

so...is not illeagal to walk ard in ya own hse trying to pick up a call without anything covering ya skin, rite?

as i was walking towards the phone, i nid to bypass the study room...and guess wat, thru the window in the room, i could c this guy putting his head out of window and smoking at the opposite blk abt 20 meters away( they shld ban pple from smoking on 11th floor), and apparently he saw me too...leisurely walk became frenzy run, and damn it all, the call was for my dad and why the heck muz call the hse number when he's got a cell phone?!

sigh~ i thk i got nuthing to lose liao...heck care la, u wan to see see la, i walked back to bath room and finished my business...

friends, if u wanna try this at home...remember to grab a towel...

story part2

06:10PM The Coffee Bean.

阿孝又掏出手机，看了看阿Sa的简讯，怕是自己走错地方或是来早了。女生迟到，男生总会是尽量帮她们找借口；如果是男生迟到，就要自己想一大堆的借口为什么没有比女生早到，而且她们也不一定会买帐，还会摆张臭脸。相比之下，阿孝还是觉得准时是最好的，不早也不晚，更不需要借口。放下手里那杯Cappuccino，阿孝看着落地窗外闹市的人群，都是赶着回家的人和刚从家里赶出来的人，一天的结束和开始往往就在那一念之差。阿孝不自觉地又看了一下表，06:14PM。“应该是会迟到30分钟吧。”10分钟前，他的猜测还是一个相当保守的5分钟。

瘫坐在沙发上，阿孝渐渐换了个姿势，如果上一秒钟他的形象是浪子的话，那这一秒就脱胎换骨变成绅士了，因为他看到阿Sa的身影出现在人群中: Levi’s 的低腰牛仔裤搭配淡蓝色的腰带，上身是FCUK春季出的黑色T-shirt，披肩的头发随风飘逸，加上可能是运动的缘故，阿Sa的线条比高中时突出了许多显得修长，被晒得发亮的皮肤衬托这一身的装扮却也相得益彰。回想起高中的制服时代，女生被包裹在死气沉沉的制服里，阿孝不禁打了个冷战。

“嗨！”阿Sa已经来到阿孝的面前，他这才发现她的嘴唇还上了唇彩。上了大学的女人果然比较会打扮，不是有句话说“世上没有丑女人，只有偷懒的女人”吗？阿孝现在信了。
“小姐，我认识你吗？”他装出一脸糊涂，却在掩饰她的改变所带来的惊讶。
“演技好烂。哈，对不起啊，去买了电影票所以迟到了。”阿Sa晃了晃手中两张电影票，一脸歉意却始终没有停止微笑，还调皮地眨了一下左眼。
“你约了其他人？”
“没有啊，就约了你看场电影，怎么？不赏脸吗？”
“噢，哦没有没有。总之，好久不见了。”阿孝忙着打圆场，阿Sa也坐了下来，两人之间只是隔了一张放着Cappuccino的咖啡桌。也许真的是许久没有见面了，话题没有间断过，从彼此的近况聊到宗教学，阿Sa上个学期选修了一门宗教课，因而谈到圣灵之类的特别兴奋，更令她惊奇的是坐在对面的阿孝竟也似乎对于宗教的了解不亚于她自己，两人聊得神采飞扬。

聊到亚当的大儿子该隐因着妒恨杀了小儿子亚伯，至此，人与人之间的恩恩怨怨永无止息。阿Sa随口念了句：“恨，能挑起争端；爱，能掩盖一切过错。”
“那句是出自圣经旧约箴言，对吧？”自小便跟随母亲笃信基督教的阿孝，多少都还是会定时翻阅圣经的。每每在十字架前祷告，阿孝总是会祈求天父赐予智慧，力量去面对一切的苦难，以前如此，将来也不会改变。没有人可以改变他，甚至他自己也无法，唯有天父才有如此的神力，他始终坚信。
“不错，看来你还是有读书的嘛。”阿Sa惊讶连连，而她眼前这个会被误认为是自闭儿的男生一脸得意，扬起眉毛。
“怎么？最近跟人有争执？”阿孝被得意冲昏了头，自以为幽默地问道。
阿Sa似乎被点中了心事，眼睛里多了一份黯然，却还尽力维持微笑，但低头不语，只是把眼睛埋入乌黑的头发里。阿孝发现气氛疆了，暗自责备自己过于大喇喇，计划讲个笑话来改善气氛，却又担心适得其反。静寂在蔓延。
“走吧，电影要开始了。”阿Sa若无其事地看了看Fossil表，首先打破沉默。四目相接，阿孝眼中满是抱歉，阿Sa还是一贯的朝他笑了笑。掩饰并不代表逃避，也不象征懦弱，每个人都有不想让人知道的过去，大概都选择了淡忘，阿孝也是一样的啊，所以也没有资格去多问另外一个人的往事。