i thk i m becoming a tuber...

i didnt go church today..well, mom read and interpreted my body language in the early monring as " i dont wan to go...", but what i truly was trying to convey to her was "let me sleep another 5 minutes please...", erm, i suppose that's so-called generation gap.

the video you have or have not watched is actually a clip from last year's female singing competition in mainland, to which i thk it's a replica of american idol in every sense...but, let's not be concerned with plain fatigue brought about by the bombardment from those american-idol-style contests and all the bullshit with them, fuck them; dont you just think, the girl that is singing is such an eye candy, and it's pretty amazing how she sings like a dolphin when she is trying to pitch up the tone to the undetectable frequency of human ear...no wonder my cousin's crazy over her...

and talking about my cousin, he's finally graduated from the college and heading to university that's located in the heartland..the metriculation is next month, and i bought him a jacket as i understand the winter there is sub-zero; and he sent me an email :" i received the gift, but kor, why u bought me an oversized jacket? ", so i replied him, " kid, you cant probably wear that now, but when winter kicks in, u gotta wear ya jumpers or what ever shit u have before u wrap yourself with that jacket, and then u wont feel it's oversized anymore "..kids nowadays are becoming less appreciative

it's friday, and remember the name

the live AOL version of fortminor...pretty cool, i can listen to them rapping whole day...it was a friday that i bought their cd, the rising tide, and it was then burnt to crisp in my cd player...

"This is 10% luck, 20% skill, 15% concentrated power of will
5% pleasure, 50% pain
And a 100% percent reason to remember the name!"

that quantitatively summarizes my life, and perhaps yours too...

orh, and just to add to that 5% pleasure, graduation trip to tibet anyone? it's shame being a chinese, and never had the motivation to leave my footprint on the west-most territory of my home country...fatal attraction (fatal here is towards my wallet) , the scenery makes that..and being an ethnic han, i just wan to experience the tibetan culture, which is becoming submissive to the han culture, and what is the fun to explore the difference if the whole world is homogenized...ok, just a sidenote, go hell hollywood, stop homogenizing the world...it's convenient now and even cool to roll into tibetan plateau, highest on the world, on the railway, and the connection project costs 50 years of work and billions of dollars..but i do believe this multi-billion dollar project isnt purely for the tourist, national security is the issue and tourism is the bonus of it, heard the Indians were freak'd out by it...anyway, i will be there as the tourist, so i embrace it full heart...imagine this, cloudless blue-purplish sky as the sun burns out last bit of it down the west horizon, cattle slowly takes the walk on the endless pasture stretch to the line where the sun disappears...

so, anyone?

very funny, peter.

where's my destination

"packed my bags and i traveled with a pen and my notepad, pissed that i was broke and all things that i dont have" -- Tak

big deal

i've been praticing nude sleeping, for weeks...but i have to stop it, 'cause my mother, being the conservative chinese housewife, freak'd out, thinking that her son is having some kinda perversive behaviour, possibly a potential psycho..u know, moms are good at imagining, excessively..and as for my father, he's cool, a simple line " wateva he wants" relieves me momentarily, and allow me to translate for him, what he truly meant was " kid, try that again, if you dare"..

what? i m not doing that for fun, and what is the big deal there?

june and july are the hottest monthes of the year, every second you are in the endless cycle of perspiration; i hate air-conditioned bedroom, though it's cooling everything down, it dries up your skin, and worse still, your throat; ok, fine, i got a sensitive throat, i just dont like it when i m taking the first gulp of water in morning, rising from an air-conditioned room, just like swallowing needles, that sucks..so, i prefer natural settings, and i m also taking the convenience of the park which its nearest tree-top to my room, is only like 10 meters away? trees are lungs of our mother Earth, they produce oxygen, so by sleeping in nude, i m liberating every inch of my skin, and that is healthy, i thought?

it would be a concern if i m living with my girlfriend in some rented apartment, away from the parents...but, well, i m living with parents now. c'mon, like parents never see their kids without anything covering their skin, and i m still civilized enough to use a blanket to cover my body when sleeping, just that the body is without singlet or boxer...i do feel the merits or whateva u call it, of such pratice: i fell asleep faster and better sleeping quality..

guys, i definitely recommend you to try it, but for now, i gotta put boxers back on.

from joshua harris

just a paragraph of words that i wanna share from his book:

" I once read a newspaper article that quoted a woman who had starred in many pornographic movies. Surprisingly, this woman had stipulated in her contract that she would never have to kiss the male actors with whom she had sex before the cameras. Why would a woman who gives her body to every form of sexual perversion care about a kiss? The answer she gave was that a kiss was one of the few remaining intimate and precious things she could reserve for her boyfriend. "

even porn stars draw lines