i thk it's because of monday...

fuck'd up...

i spilled a full cup of hot water on my computer desk...my mouse got wet, my mouse pad got wet, my keyboard got wet, my desk phone got wet, my cd player got wet, even the floor was wet and the worst of all, the papers with important information of my project after days of discussion got BLOODY WET and the papers are still warm...

and when i rebooted the com, the left click of mouse became its right click...i cant help but started cursing...

what a way to end this monday

over my dead body, got me?

if you think you can stop me, by all means try me...i dont give a petty shit of what you think my life is worthy of, so stay where ever you are now and then, for you not the one suffering the pain, copy that message?

screwed, damn it

final destination

watched final destination 3 today with king...man, it's a shit of intriguing plots which unltimately leads to the death of all, for those who escaped...cant believe censorship board puts it as NC16 only, even tough-as-titanium pple like king was certainly shocked if not amazed by how death finished them, no one escaped...

no wonder the trailer says:" the first time, death found them; the next time, death warned them; this time, death will finish them"

only watched final destination 1 before, was amazed by the stroy line, how they tried to "cheat" death, though only 1 survived in the end...but i have to confess that the death scenes in FD1 is much much viewing friendly than FD3. once the wheel of death starts rolling, nothing stops it coming, for every cause, there's a consequence; for every action, there's a reaction; a chain of events that consequently leads to the end of life, the simple but suspensed story line of FD series is cool, makes the audience constantly guessing how the character's gonna die from the clues given( no point guess whether they gonna to survive or not, i tried). notedly, those characters initinated their own death, for every action or decision they made, death found a way to sneak in and wahlah, there you go: lotsa blood, pieces of brain and flesh flying around...the interesting part is of course not the death which only lasts moments, it's the process that causes it, or shall i say the repercussion from escaping death, those are already doomed since the beginning, they are merely playing hide and seek with their own fate and death is always the winner...

in short, please go and catch this movie when u are free, it leaves me thinking at least...

我的地盘

早上去打球了，看到不少后生晚辈早早就占了场子，干嘛？开运动会阿。

不好意思去挑他们，只好等他们来挑我。忽觉得好像年轻的霍元甲在擂台上嚣张的说：“不用麻烦了，全部都上来吧。”，怕是我说了这句对白，被围殴的命运就不可避免了。

想到回去家乡度假的时候，和吾家俩堂弟组队和一群街球boys斗牛的情形

吾家有堂弟俩个，大的在读高3了，7月就要考大学了，想必现在是在头大啃书当中；小的今年才上高1，绰号“奥胖”，体积大的关系，这家伙从娘胎里出来体积就没有缩水过，小时候就好像是一团长了五官的肉，他还在襁褓的时候，我就喜欢跑去他家趁他午休之际，强吻他或者捏住他的鼻孔，直到他嚎啕大哭我就一脸无辜逃之夭夭。现在他都发育的比我大只了，如果还继续在他午休时强吻他或捏住他的鼻孔，怕是会被人误认为gay，找不到女朋友，那就亏大了。这是前话，大致上就是强调朱氏兄弟的革命情感是这样炼出来的。

想那天，吾家堂弟带我去打球，走着走着到了“奥胖”的母校角落的围墙边上，除了好些小广告之外墙上还印着朱红色的8个大字“好好学习，天天向上”，不禁感慨这句话怎么还在用啊？
我问奥胖，“我们怎么不从正门进去啊？”
“除非你可以把看门的老伯打晕再拖离现场，不然准备翻墙吧。”他很认真的回答我
“不会吧，里面打球的人还骑车馁，怎么把车翻过去的？”
“忘了告诉你，看门的老伯欺善怕恶，你一脸菩萨心肠样，没有杀伤力。”
我“噢。。。”了一声，没在多问。

不过最后还是从正门进去了，是趁学校的补习班放课的混乱状态中摸进去的。这才知道，看见的街球boys是奥胖的中学同学，虽然看起来还是很毛头，不过那一身的装备可见是街球的大“患丝”，（用“粉丝”太娘了点）oversize的james 23 号球衣， 过膝盖的球裤；project can 分的t-shirt穿在身上场子上好像也只有我穿得随便了，不过t-shirt背上印满了像singtel这样的赞助商，我比较国际化，我是酱子安慰自己。

朱氏兄弟一出手，不是吹阿，无人匹敌。除了暖身输了一场，接下来称霸球场，连其余的两队都起内讧，他们大概都忘了，偶们3人是兄弟，那个默契是不一样的。奥胖果然不是盖的，充分利用自己的体积优势，积极在zone内挤出位置，轻松射篮得分；吾家大堂弟，充当了silencer的角色，其远程精确打击能力silence了一切噪音，送他外号B52轰炸机；俩小辈的都这么尽力，我当老大的是不可以偷懒的，虽然我只是控控球，传传球，抢抢篮板球...

奥胖突然喝了一声：“老大，上！”
我说：“好” 便穿过对方的防守，上篮得分，末了还回头向刚才防守我的家伙挑了挑眉毛，我想人家是打街球的，咱总得有点街球气势。谁人知，俩堂弟架着我到球场边上。
奥胖：“老大，刚才有点屌..”
大堂弟：“要注意点影响..”
我：“噢，要不要我现在过去说对不起阿？”
奥胖：“这个不用了。”
大堂弟：“不要太挑衅就可以了”
结果，他们俩凡是进了球，就向对方挑眉毛；对方进球了，也向我们挑眉毛...上梁不正下梁歪阿

日子过得好快，转眼又要mid-term了

bite me in two weeks

8th feb : start on GEM assignment one, primary research

9th feb : re-brainstorming of HF project, original idea as back up plan, field research delayed

10th feb : 1st submission of CS project

11-12th feb: probability homework2 due on 13th feb, QE assignment + homework, going out(maybe), jogging, find all possible resources for HF project, sequence diagram, UML digestion, drafting GEM assignment

13th feb : spine report cancelled, handing in probability homework2, sequence diagram discussion

14th feb : refuse to buy chocolate or flower if any one askes me to do so

15th feb : pratice probability, handing in QE assignment, secondary research on GEM assignment

16th feb: to be validated

17th feb : 1st draft GEM assignment, discussion on coding

18 feb : start of term break...finally

Mariah Carey!!!!!!!!!

lovely lovely song...feel like killing myself after listening
Don't forget about us - Mariah Carey

Intro:

(Dont forget about you
Don't baby don't baby don't let it go
No baby No baby No baby No
Don't baby Don't baby Don't let it go
(my baby boy)
JD: YA'LL KNOW WHAT THIS IS!!HAHA

Verse 1:

Just let it die with no goodbyes Details dont matter
We've both paid the price
Tears in my eyes, you know sometimes it'd be like that baby yeahh (boy)
Now everytime I see you I pretend I'm fine
When I wanna reach out to you..
But I turn and i walk and I let it ride
Baby I must confess, we were bigger than anything
Remember us at our best And dont forget about;

CHORUS:

Late nights, playing in the dark and waking up inside my arms
Boy you'll always be in my heart and I can see it in your you still want it
So Don't forget about us
I'm just speakin' from experience
Nothin' can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you
When it's for real it's forever so don't forget about us...

Verse 2:

Oh they say that you're in a new relationship
but we both know nothing comes close to what we had, it perseveres.
And we both cant forget it
How good we used to get it
There's only one me and you
And how we used to shine no matter who you go through
We are one, that's a fact that you can't deny
So baby we just can't let the fire pass us by
Forever we'll both regret (So dont forget)

CHORUS:

Late nights, playing in the dark and waking up inside my arms
Boy you'll always be in my heart and I can see it in your eyes
You still want it I'm just speakin' from experience
Nothin' can compare to your first true love
So i hope this will remind you
When it's for real it's forever so dont forget about us...

Bridge:

And if she got your head all messed up then thats the trickery
Can't act like you dont know how this lovin' used to be
I bet she cant do it like me She'll never be
M.C Baby dont you, dont you forget about us!

Chorus x3

Dont baby dont baby dont let it go
No baby no baby no baby no
When it's for real it's forever so dont forget about us...

on the crowded train PartII

my favourite

wahahaha, will update the complete story of today's outing later some time, after i finish my assignments...but juz let u noe, king lost the best 5 scissor paper stone in order to carry that!!in the crowded train

06 outing

guys and girls

it was fun..really fun

06 outing again

wat u hiding from king?


actually king's supposed to stand in the direction that we three are pointing...well, he's smarter now

06 outing

F4?

the only 4 guys there...

on the train Part I

len me

haha, photogenic two!! quoted by lenny...