2 years

17th Jan 2005, i keyed down the first entry on this blog..to think that i made it this far, i m glad i took the proposal from ant, though this bloody idiot has long stopped his entry since june 24 2006. what now? guess i will continue to use lonergy to vent my frustration and write more nonsense and as a record of life. life could be great, though i hold cynical view on it, will improve on that, give me two more years.

been importing albums after albums into laptop, it's a pain but i need to do it, since those tracks could be my salvation for many lonely nights to come, that is if i will ever feel lonely, will i not? being hardly on mood swing, will i change circumstancing to a new environment? what will i learn outa all this? will i see no light? will i weep? will i smile? will i screw up? will i miss the soup mom made? will i be bored? will i be loved? will i be blind? will i be a better man? answers soon be unveiled.