beginning of the end

sem2 is coming to an end, i feel more comfortable with uni life now, but i still hate it anyway. coz it's such a world that i hate its very own existence, i hate those people whose selfishness is nakely exposed infront of me..dont give me bullshit, i wont buy it

i did meet good people this sem, i really appreciate that, my circle expands alittle bit, thank God for that. life is as stress as ever, but it's not as suppressing as last sem, which allows me to explore more into the new environment. if i cant change it, why dont i juz become part of it? in other words, i can feel changes inside me...like it or not, i m changing into a more cunning being, coz cunning ghosts are lurking ard me, i guess it's the animal survival instinct that drives me towards that. and my friends, keep ya worry at the shore, i will strip off the cunningness infront of u, that's only prepared for those dont deserve ma sincerity.

God, i m committing a sin, and i m only a trivial human being afterall in his devine world.