get it over

ages' been gone since the last time i commit in heart talk over the mobile, at 230am, and the battery went flat so it was abruptly stopped, else it could easily go beyond an hour and a half...

i m not a perfectionist, and i could easily surrend just like what i did before As..but thank Lord that i've granted with strength to carry on, such that when i fall i could get back on feet myself...imperfections are everywhere, live with them, and discovery of the beauty is all i m longing for. perfection is merely an option, not an obligation, girl u read that? who wants to live in the world with everything's perfect, that's nuts and makes no sense, at least to me..

i m just glad that people are questioning their lives, not just blindly steering forward, it can go nowhere sometimes. feel powerless? yes; feel exhausted? yes; feel sick? yes; feel jealous? yes; feel meaningless? yes; feel yourself? no...dont deprive me the right to dream, as that gets me and others going...