unscrewed? screw me

personally, i think it's pretty much fuck'd up by the amount of work i owe myself and to the professors...i have been flipping the M.log textbook, deciphering all these freaking symbols that look so alien to me, and add to worse, i dont think others will have the same sorta problem as i do, so i m screwed...to my bewilderment, despite the fact that linear programming's been learnt 2 sem back, i was flashed out when i read the assignment problem that requires the technique, i couldnt even understand the scope of the problem, perhaps only 20% of shit that i m going to make a living with after graduation? how great...having this sudden impulse, feeling like make a call to America where the editor of the textbook is, and scream at him through the speaker:" what the fuck do you want?"...at the brighter side, i finally understand what's the difference between mitosis and meiosis, and how DNA is replicated, and how i was born 'cause my dad passed his Y chromosome and my mom contributed her X chromosome...but i m still pissed at the information overload and jamming, and my incapability to digest the critical message in the book...and, the msn messager just notified me 5 minutes ago a new email message from Victoria's secret?! it's getting bad...

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