save my day..please

i m in pain, but it's ok, soon it will become numb and soon i will forget, at least i hope i can forget. A long way before i could see the light, sailing in the sea of misery. no tear, please. tear isn't meant for strong mind, but why could i still taste its bitterness? stand by me, God, make my enemies fear me, make myself less sinful, redeem my sorrow and heal my wound. the journey izn't ending, i may be bruised, hurt or even shattered, but i will not knee down.