Flu Attack!!

damn, got flu yesterday morning, kept sneezing and my throat was buring. first day of lunar new year, more tissue i nid than ang bao...

was thinking about my past..the five years in singapore, nothing but luck...from sec to jc and form jc to uni, it's been five years, how many more five years will i have? i've learnt to let go, i've learnt to appreciate, i've learnt to be a better man...but same mistakes happen over and over again, i juz dun understand why i will wan myself to be in a misery and still trying to put up a smile whenever pple ask me:" are you alright?"

day by day, i m searching for the passion that i lost, along the way i only discover more disappointment, grief and confusion. when crapping jokes with friends, ironically, was not trying to make them happy, but rather to let their laughters make me feel that i m still appreciated, even for a slim-lamer joke.

appear to haf made number of friends after A-level and after matriculated into uni, they are all nice people, i m juz fortunate to have such affiliation. but still, i easily feel lonely..and why the hell so many sad songs on radio?

i din choose my destiny. my destiny chose me.