Juz a thought of the day.

color of ma memory


wat's the color of ya memory?

i m taking a module called "evolution of global city state", it's ma singapore study module. actually it was recommended by ma friend that it's pretty easy to score for this subject, and since i nid to clear the singapore study, so i chose it without thinking much of wat iz it abt. but when i went for the first tutorial today, it's striking to me.

it's interesting to thk abt the past.

the topic we discussed today iz how significant iz history to us as person. so wat iz history then? we dun really have a exact definition of it, so briefly, it's the memory that we choose to remember in the progress of timeline. however, if history iz the memory that we choose to remember, izn't that subjective? since human being are the such selfish creatures that will only choose the memory that favours our own interests, izn't that imbalance in the acutal account of history? so wat we've known abt the past so far, are juz accounts of series of events that favoured certain group of pple? and the clashes between different accounts of histroy iz actually the mirror image of the conflicts between interests of different groups?

we actully had a little argument abt it, abt the interests of differet pple/country that may change the course of history. taking examples of war, one pakistani year 3 bio engineering student said war may be gd to some country like US, coz it fits its interests..actually his pt iz interesting but his indian-like accent iz so irritating to me, so i simply wan to ask him to shut his damn mouth. (see? ma memory of indians had actully altered ma decision to support his opinion that's logically sounded..) i pointed out that war brings death and destruction, so be it in the name of justice, world peace or watever bullshit, it could seldom be justified except in the case of self-defence. for the interest of one country, war iz lauched irregardless of the consequence, izn't that appalling? so if all the chinese like me who don't like indians can represent ma country, does that mean China can launch some nuclear missiles to annihilate the entire indian race simply becoz i dun wan to see indians ard on this planet? and tt's ma interest...

well..it's too sensitive to point out the last few points in the public, so i put it here.

but that irritating pakistani made a insulting remark on singpore and that made our tutor to mark him by asking him how he then accountsfor the wars and conflicts between india and pakistan that lasted for decades.

he was speechless..and his mouth was finally shut..

the tutor iz ma hero.